The longest night of the year is coming... Night is beautiful and misterious... Every secret kept is sacred, as all little and big beings that show themselves during this time of the day... imagination... dream... ilusion... reality... but, if it is so, why the heart races that way? Is not fear... is not antecipation... is something assumed, recognized and something that we do not know how to name...

Whatever it is, is not harmfull... it watches and in a way protects...

This is a great time of the year to recognize what we fear and what worry us... after that we can work on it so the energy can be changed and transformed in something positive as a solution, a different perspective on the problem or something else... And that way the light can shine again!

The night... Oh the night... The one that is fearless... and the one that is also misterious and enchanted... How would be the light without the darkness? How would be our lives without adversities that can chalenge us to develop ourselves?

That is what this time of the year symbolizes! The darkest night, and the return of the light! Our lives can also be described like the wheel of the year...

Blessings of Alban Arthan to everyone!!!
Sleep now... Sleep and have sweet and wonderfull dreams... where you run through a world of peace and love... where your children can learn what was lost and now was refound, and be happy and play as children should play, outside, where dangers are not aloud and do not exist...
Sleep... and that your dream can embrace a pure state of harmony... where you live in a world built of love...
Sleep... and when you wake up, do not forget it... and make it real! 
Our mind is powerful... our dreams are another reality, a possible reality of what can be and what could be... our actions can change a lifetime... and we... we are... all!
How to keep us all safe

Hi,

I just joined over 11 million people in the world's largest-ever campaign to keep us all safe.

There has never been a more important time to add your name - our message is being delivered to leaders at the Copenhagen climate summit later this week.

Please add your voice now at

http://www.avaaz.org/en/save_copenhagen/98.php?CLICK_TF_TRACK

Thanks!

With three days to go, the crucial Copenhagen summit is failing.

Tomorrow, the world's leaders arrive for an unprecedented 60 hours of direct negotiations. Experts agree that without a tidal wave of public pressure for a deal, the summit will not stop catastrophic global warming of 2 degrees.

Click below to sign the petition for a real deal in Copenhagen -- the campaign already has a staggering 10 million supporters - let's make it the largest petition in history in the next 72 hours! Every single name is actually being read out at the summit -- sign on at the link below and forward this email to everyone!

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An Avaaz team is meeting daily with negotiators inside the summit who will organize a spectacular petition delivery to world leaders as they arrive, building a giant wall of boxes of names and reading out the names of every person who signs. With the largest petition in history, leaders will have no doubt that the whole world is watching.

Millions watched the Avaaz vigil inside the summit on TV yesterday, where Archbishop Desmond Tutu told hundreds of delegates and assembled children:

“We marched in Berlin, and the wall fell.
"We marched for South Africa, and apartheid fell.
"We marched at Copenhagen -- and we WILL get a Real Deal.”

Copenhagen is seeking the biggest mandate in history to stop the greatest threat humanity has ever faced. History will be made in the next few days. How will our children remember this moment? Let's tell them we did all we could.

http://www.avaaz.org/en/save_copenhagen/98.php?CLICK_TF_TRACK

With hope,

Ricken, Alice, Ben, Paul, Luis, Iain, Veronique, Graziela, Pascal, Paula, Benjamin, Raj, Raluca, Taren, David, Josh and the whole Avaaz team.

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Tonight I could not sleep... My cat was playing at the window trying to catch snow flakes from outside. She did some noise against the window, but mostly I could not sleep because I was watching the snow...
Snow fell for hours, at least for 7 hours. Outside everything was quiet except the constant white coming down starting to paint wherever it touched. I could feel the earth receiving the snow... such pure caress and solitude, cleaning all the bad dreams and feelings and leaving the feeling of peace and quiet, harmony and tenderness.
In the morning while I made my way to the bus stop, in every step I made my feet were under snow...  Waiting for the bus, I was smilling... the rest of the people were with their normal faces like if it was really boring to have snow all around them... Can not they feel the beauty of it? The wonder of the first snow of the season?



How often can people say that they are thinking about something when their head is blank? Is that even possible or is just with me?

In these moments where I am in one place and suddenly I am in another, without been in a dream. It is amazing how life can be so multifaceted and multidimensional. It makes me wonder if it is all a dream, reality, otherworld, illusion, or any kind of craziness. I think it is a little of all, and we just have to shake them together and we have a really juicy life, even if not visible in everyone’s eyes.

Creativity may be the word or is just another perspective of the reality. Who knows???
The body shakes it self with much strength... The eyes fill with tears ready to come out... The breath is hard and painfull... The fear takes over and controls everything!

Close eyes... light is coming... let  it in... Green pastures are ahead... Trees will shelter who seeks... In the lake lies the path... Breath once... the water is a crystal blue... cold and pure... Breath twice... body is under the water... cleaning ad healing... nurturing and growing... Breath three times... a song under starts rising in the body... light fills it and loves it... come out of the water and feel the sun in the body... look to the body and see that it sparks and shines... it is not body... is the spirit in all things that lives in us and in everything around us!

Give, ask, share and be light! Life turns to be cherished and loved!

In the woods from my past I see the shadows
Looking to the trees in the dark they seem diferent
At the door I wait until no one is looking
"Where are you to hold my hand?"
Courageous I go, but terrified I cannot see it
My body shakes with strong strikes
My head hurts and my heart drums trying to get free
"Where are you to hold my hand?"
I hear whisperers in my ear
They want me to believe that I cannot follow
That I will never be worth it and will fail...
"Where are you to hold my hand?"
I ran now, and do not look back
the darkness is all around me
swallowing my deepest wishes and dreams
"Where are you to hold my hand?"
"Can you see it now?" a voice in my head says
far far away I see a light, so weak that it seems an ilusion
I will follow it, with the rest of my strenght
I fell many times and the light fails...
I can still see it but the distance is impossible to  trace
"Where are you to hold my hand?"
I stand and look around
I am alone... even the voice was gone...
I will surrender to the emptiness of my being...
or continue running until I get lost and mad...
They all abandon me... Or it was me that turn away?
In the woods of my past I stand...
I look inside myself and see it
I can see the weakness and fails...
I can see the fear and desolation...
I can see shadows and loneliness...
And deep down I can see that there is more to be seen
I look inside myself and see it again
In the woods od my past I learn...
I can see love and friendship...
I can see courage and strenght...
I can see dreams and wishes...
I can see caring and purpose...
I can see wisdom and history..
I can see forgiveness and tenderness...
A girl stands there... with her back on me...
The sun is shining and the sky is clear...
birds sing around us and the water has a healing sound
She stands near the lake, where she is looking to the water
Such a mirror showing her stories... my story...
Her white dress only has a little blue ribon around her waist
The flower colar in her head was given by the hearth ones
One step and another and I am right next to her
She is not strange to me... I have seen that face before...
I follow her gaze... to the lake and I miss one breath...
Tears fall in the lines of my face...
I do not want to leave this feelings... I am home..
My breath is slow now... and it is healing myself...
"I am here to hold your hand... I am you and you are me!"
She says... I take her hand... The image changes...
I am back to the present... With a taste of hope and peace...
Love and understanding fill my body...
And the feeling of not being alone follows me
When I start walking again
In the woods of my past... and future!

Lessons can be learn when we are ready for them...
Most of the times the solution is right in front of our eyes
We cannot see it in the blindness of our fears and lack of confidence in ourselves...
The openess is not a easy step... but it is a option!
We all have options... and we all have it...


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Turn and turn... Go and back... Try and fail... Persistence and steps... Believe and find... Eventualy we made it!

And we move forward to...

Turn and turn... Go and back... Try and fail... Persistence and steps... Believe and find... We made it!

And all over again...


We made ourselves goals... to have a purpose... a dream... and the work to make it real and get there!

Where do people want to go? What are people always looking for? Why people suffer so much? Why do people hurt each others with words, emotionally and physically?

Why it is so hard to look inside ourselves? To look in the mirror? Recognize what we are and who we are... What are we afraid to see?

Fear is the word that everyone knows and think is not worth to be faced... What if we face it? And that way change our lives...

Turn and turn... Go and back... Try and fail... Persistence and steps... Believe and find...
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